Monday mornings could be awesome, when they
began with Gideon Cross. We rode to work with
my back propped against his side and his arm
slung over my shoulder so that his fingers could
link with mine.
As he toyed with the ring he’d given me, I
kicked out my legs and eyed the classic nude
heels he’d bought me along with some outfits to
wear on the occasions I slept over. To start out the
new week, I’d decided on a black pinstriped
sheath dress with a thin blue belt that reminded
me of his eyes. He had excellent taste; I had to
give him that.
Unless he was sending one of his brunette
“acquaintances” out on buying sprees…?
I pushed the unpleasant thought aside.
When I’d checked out the drawers he had set
aside for me in his bathroom, I found all of my
usual cosmetics and toiletries in all my usual
shades. I didn’t bother to ask how he knew, which
might’ve led to me freaking out. Instead, I chose to
look at it as more proof of his attentiveness. He
thought of everything.
The highlight of my morning had been helping
Gideon dress in one of his seriously sexy suits. I’d
buttoned his shirt; he’d tucked it into his pants. I’d
fastened his fly; he had knotted his tie. He’d
shrugged into his vest; I’d smoothed the finely
tailored material over his equally fine shirt,
amazed to find that it could be just as sexy putting
clothes on him as it was to take them off. It was
like wrapping my own gift.
The world would see the beauty of the
packaging, but only I knew the man inside it and
how precious he was. His intimate smiles and his
deep husky laugh, the gentleness of his touch and
the ferocity of his passion were all reserved for
me.
The Bentley bounced lightly over a pothole in
the road and Gideon tightened his hold. “What’s
the plan after work?”
“I get to start my Krav Maga classes today.” I
couldn’t keep the excitement out of my voice.
“Ah, that’s right.” His lips brushed over my
temple. “You know I’m going to have to watch you
go through drills. Just thinking about it makes me
hard.”
“Didn’t we already establish that everything
makes you hard?” I teased, nudging him with my
elbow.
“Everything about you. Which is lucky for us,
since you’re insatiable. Text me when you’re done
and I’ll meet you at your place.”
Digging in my purse, I pulled out my
smartphone to see if it still had a charge and saw
a message from Cary. I opened it and found a
video plus a text; Does X know his bro is a
douche? Stay away from CV, baby girl
*smooches*
I started the playback but it took me a minute to
figure out what I was seeing. When
comprehension set in, I froze.
“What is it?” Gideon asked with his lips in my
hair. Then he stiffened behind me, which told me
he was looking over my shoulder.
Cary had filmed the video at the Vidal’s garden
party. From the eight-foot-high hedges in the
background, he was in the maze, and from the
leaves framing the screen, he was in hiding. The
star of the show was a couple locked in a
passionate embrace. The woman was beautifully
teary, while the man kissed over her frantic words
and soothed her with gentle strokes of his hands.
They were talking about me and Gideon, talking
about how I was using my body to get my hands
on his millions.
“Don’t worry,” Christopher crooned to a
distraught Magdalene. “You know Gideon gets
bored fast.”
“He’s different with her. I—I think he loves her.”
He kissed her forehead. “She’s not his type.”
The fingers I had linked with Gideon’s
tightened.
As we watched, Magdalene’s demeanor slowly
changed. She began to nuzzle into Christopher’s
touch, her voice softening, her mouth seeking. To
an observer, it was clear he knew her body well—
where to pet and where to rub. When she
responded to his skilled seduction, he lifted her
dress and fucked her. That he was taking
advantage of her was obvious. It was there in the
contemptuously triumphant look on his face as he
screwed her until she was limp.
I didn’t recognize the Christopher on the screen.
His face, his posture, his voice…it was like he
was a different man.
I was grateful when my smartphone battery died
and the screen abruptly winked off. Gideon
wrapped his arms around me.
“Yuck,” I whispered, snuggling carefully into him
so I didn’t get makeup on his lapel. “Majorly
creepy. I feel bad for her.”
He exhaled harshly. “That’s Christopher.”
“Asshole. That smug look on his face—Ugh.” I
shuddered.
Pressing his lips to my hair, he murmured, “I
thought Maggie would be safe from him. Our
mothers have known each other for years. I forget
how much he hates me.”
“Why?”
I wondered briefly if the nightmares Gideon had
were related to Christopher, then I put the thought
aside. No way. Gideon was older by several years
and tougher all the way around. He’d kick
Christopher’s ass.
“He thinks I got all the attention when we were
younger,” Gideon said wearily, “because
everyone was worried about how I was handling
my father’s suicide. So he wants what’s mine.
Everything he can get his hands on.”
I turned into him, pushing my arms underneath
his jacket to get closer. There was something in
his voice that made me hurt for him. His family
home was a place he said haunted his
nightmares and he was terribly distant from his
family.
He’d never been loved. It was as simple—and
as complicated—as that.
“Gideon?”
“Hmm?”
I pulled back to look at him. Reaching up, I
traced the bold arch of his brow. “I love you.”
A violent shudder moved through him, one hard
enough to shake me, too.
“I don’t mean to freak you out,” I reassured him
quickly, averting my face to give him some
privacy. “You don’t have to do anything about it. I
just didn’t want another minute to go by without
you knowing how I feel. You can tuck it away now.”
One of his hands gripped my nape, the other
dug almost painfully into my waist. Gideon held
me there, immobile, locked against him as if I
might blow away. His breathing was ragged, his
heartbeat pounding. He didn’t say another word
the rest of the ride to work, but he didn’t let me go
either.
I planned on telling him again one day in the
future, but as far as first times went, I thought we’d
both done okay.
At ten o’clock sharp, I had two dozen longstemmed
red roses delivered to Gideon’s office
with the note: In celebration of red dresses and
limo rides.
Ten minutes later, I received an interoffice
envelope with a note card that read:
Let’s do that again. Soon.
At eleven o’clock, I had a black-and-white calla
lily arrangement delivered to his office with the
note: In honor of black & white garden party
dresses and being dragged into libraries…
Ten minutes later, I received his reply:
I’ll be dragging you to the floor in a
minute…
At noon, I went shopping. Ring shopping. I hit
six different shops before I found a piece that
struck me as being absolutely perfect. Made of
platinum engraved and studded with black
diamonds, it was an industrial-looking ring that
made me think of power and bondage. It was a
dominant ring, very bold and masculine. I had to
open a new charge account with the store to cover
the hefty cost, but I considered the months of
payments ahead of me worth it.
I called Gideon’s office and talked with Scott,
who helped me arrange a fifteen-minute window
in Gideon’s packed day for me to stop by.
“Thank you so much for your help, Scott.”
“You’re very welcome. I’ve enjoyed watching
him receive your flowers today. I don’t think I’ve
ever seen him smile like that.”
A warm rush of love flowed through me. I
wanted to make Gideon happy. As he’d said, I
lived for it.
I went back to work with a smile of my own. At
two o’clock, I had a tiger lily arrangement
delivered to Gideon’s office followed by a private
note sent via interoffice envelope:
In gratitude for all the jungle sex.
His reply:
Skip the Krav Maga. I’ll give you a
workout.
When three forty rolled around—five minutes
before my appointment with Gideon—I got
nervous. I stood up from my chair on shaky legs
and paced in the elevator on the way up to his
floor. Now that the time had come to give him my
gift, I worried that maybe he didn’t like rings…after
all, he didn’t wear any.
Was it too presumptuous and possessive of me
to want him to wear one just because I did?
The redheaded receptionist didn’t give me any
trouble getting in and when Scott spotted me
emerging from the hallway, he stood from his
desk and greeted me with a wide grin. When I
stepped into Gideon’s office, Scott closed the
door behind me.
I was immediately struck by the lovely fragrance
of the flowers and the way they warmed the starkly
modern office.
Gideon looked up from his monitor, his brows
lifting when he saw me. He pushed fluidly to his
feet. “Eva. Is something wrong?”
I watched him shift gears from professional to
personal, his gaze softening as he looked at me.
“No. It’s just…” I took a deep breath and went to
him. “I have something for you.”
“More? Did I forget a special occasion?”
I set the ring box down in the center of his desk.
Then I turned away, feeling queasy. I seriously
doubted the wisdom of my impetuous gift. It
seemed like a stupid idea now.
What could I say to absolve him of guilt for not
wanting it? As if it wasn’t bad enough I’d dropped
the “L” bomb on him today; then I had to follow it
up with a damned ring. He was probably feeling
the ball and chain already, dragging after him as
he ran. And the noose tightening—
I heard the ring box snap open and Gideon’s
sharply drawn breath. “Eva.”
His voice was dark and dangerous. I turned
carefully, wincing at the austerity of his features
and the starkness of his gaze. His hands were
white-knuckled on the box.
“Too much?” I asked hoarsely.
“Yes.” He set the box down and rounded the
desk. “Too damn much. I can’t sit still, I can’t
concentrate. I can’t get you out of my head. I’m
fucking restless, and I never am when I’m at work.
I’m too busy. But you have me under siege.”
I knew damn well how demanding his work had
to be, yet I hadn’t taken that into consideration
when the mood to surprise him—again and again
—hit me. “I’m sorry, Gideon. I wasn’t thinking.”
He approached with the sexy stride that hinted
at how great he was in the sack. “Don’t be sorry.
Today has been the best day of my life.”
“Really?” I watched him slide the ring onto his
right ring finger. “I wanted to please you. Does it
fit? I had to guess…”
“It’s perfect. You’re perfect.” Gideon caught up
my hands and kissed my ring; then watched as I
repeated the gesture with his. “What you make
me feel, Eva…it hurts.”
My pulse leaped. “Is that bad?”
“It’s wonderful.” He cupped my face, his ring
cool against my cheek. He kissed me
passionately, his lips demanding against mine,
his tongue thrusting with wicked skill into my
mouth.
I wanted more, but restrained myself, thinking
that I’d already gone overboard enough for one
day. Plus, he’d been too distracted by my
unexpected appearance to frost the glass wall to
give us privacy.
“Tell me again what you said in the car,” he
whispered.
“Hmm…I don’t know.” I brushed my free hand
over his vest. I was afraid to tell him again that I
loved him. He’d taken it hard the first time, and I
wasn’t sure he’d fully taken in what it meant for us.
For him. “You’re ridiculously handsome, you know.
It’s a sucker punch every time I see you. Anyway…
I don’t want to risk scaring you away.”
Leaning toward me, he touched his forehead to
mine. “You regret what you said, don’t you? All the
flowers, the ring—”
“Do you really like it?” I asked anxiously, pulling
back to study his face and see if he was hedging
on the truth. “I don’t want you to wear it for me if
you hate it.”
His fingers traced the shell of my ear. “It’s
perfect. It’s how you see me. I’m proud to wear it.”
I loved that he got it. Of course, that’s because
he got me.
“If you’re trying to soften the blow of taking back
what you said—” he began, his gaze betraying a
surprising anxiety.
I couldn’t resist the soft plea in his eyes. “I
meant every word, Gideon.”
“I’ll make you say it again,” he threatened in a
seductive purr. “You’ll scream it by the time I’m
done with you.”
I grinned and backed away. “Get back to work,
fiend.”
“I’ll give you a lift home at five.” He watched me
move to the door. “I want your cunt naked and wet
when you come down to the car. If you touch
yourself to get there, don’t make yourself come or
there will be consequences.”
Consequences. A little shiver moved through
me, but it carried a level of fear I could deal with. I
trusted Gideon to know just how far to push me.
“Will you be hard and ready?”
A wry smile twisted his lips. “When am I not,
with you? Thank you for today, Eva. Every minute
of it.”
I blew him a kiss and watched his eyes darken.
The look on his face stayed with me the rest of the
day.
It was six o’clock before I made it back to my
apartment in a state of well-fucked dishevelment.
I’d known what I was in for when I found Gideon’s
limousine at the curb after work instead of the
Bentley. He’d damn near tackled me as I climbed
into the back; then proceeded to demonstrate his
phenomenal oral skills before nailing me into the
seat with vigorous enthusiasm.
I was grateful that I kept in shape. Otherwise,
Gideon’s insatiable sexual appetite combined
with his seemingly endless stamina might’ve
exhausted me by now. Not that I was complaining.
Just an observation.
Clancy was already waiting for me in the lobby
of my apartment building when I came rushing in. If
he noted my hideously wrinkled dress, flushed
cheeks, and messy hair, he didn’t point it out. I
changed swiftly upstairs and we took off for
Parker’s studio. I hoped the orientation would start
out easy because my legs were still a bit jellied
from two toe-curling orgasms.
By the time we arrived at the converted
warehouse in Brooklyn, I was excited and ready to
learn. About a dozen students were engaged in
various exercises with Parker overseeing and
offering encouragement from the edge of the
mats. When he saw me, he came over and
directed me to a far corner of the sparring area
where we could work one-on-one.
“So…how’s it going?” I asked, to break my own
tension.
He smiled, showing off a very interesting and
arresting face. “Nervous?”
“A little.”
“We’re going to work on your physical strength
and stamina, as well as your awareness. I’m also
going to start training you not to freeze or hesitate
in unexpected confrontations.”
Before we began, I thought I had pretty good
physical strength and stamina, but I learned both
could be better. We started out with a brief
introduction to the equipment and layout of the
space, and then moved on to an explanation of
both fighting and neutral/passive stances. We
warmed up with basic bodyweight calisthenics;
then progressed to “tagging,” where we tried to
tag each other’s shoulders and knees while
standing face-to-face and blocking countermoves.
Parker was amazing at tagging, of course, but I
started to get the hang of it. The majority of the
time, however, was spent covering groundwork
and I really sunk my teeth into that. I knew very well
what it was like to be down and at a
disadvantage.
If Parker noted my underlying vehemence, he
didn’t comment on it.
When Gideon showed up at my apartment later
that evening, he found me soaking my aching
body in my bathtub. Although I could tell he was
fresh from a shower after his own workout with his
personal trainer, he stripped and slid into the bath
behind me, cradling me with his arms and legs. I
whimpered as he rocked me.
“That good, huh?” he teased, catching my
earlobe in his teeth.
“Who knew rolling around for an hour with a hot
guy could be so exhausting?” Cary had been right
about Krav Maga causing bruises; I could see a
few shadows blooming beneath my skin already
and we hadn’t even gotten to the hard stuff yet.
“I might be jealous,” Gideon murmured,
squeezing my breasts, “if I didn’t know Smith was
married with children.”
I snorted at yet another tidbit of knowledge he
shouldn’t know. “Do you also know his shoe and
hat sizes?”
“Not yet.” He laughed at my exasperated growl
and I couldn’t hold back a smile at hearing the
rare sound.
One day soon we were going to have to talk
about his obsession with information gathering,
but today wasn’t the day to get into it. We’d been
at odds too much lately and Cary’s warning about
making sure we had as much fun as not was everpresent
in my mind.
Playing with the ring on Gideon’s finger, I told
him about the conversation I’d had with my dad on
Saturday and how his fellow cops had been
ribbing him over the gossip about me dating the
Gideon Cross.
He sighed. “I’m sorry.”
Turning, I faced him. “It’s not your fault you’re
news. You can’t help being insanely attractive.”
“One of these days,” he said dryly, “I’ll figure out
whether my face is a curse or not.”
“Well, if my opinion counts for anything, I’m
rather fond of it.”
Gideon’s lips twitched and he touched my
cheek. “Your opinion is the only one that means
anything. And your dad’s. I want him to like me,
Eva, not think I’m exposing his daughter to
invasions of her privacy.”
“You’ll win him over. He just wants me to be
safe and happy.”
He visibly relaxed and pulled me closer. “Do I
make you happy?”
“Yes.” I rested my cheek over his heart. “I love
being with you. When we’re not together, I wish we
were.”
“You said you didn’t want to fight anymore,” he
murmured in my hair. “It’s been bugging me. Are
you getting tired of me fucking up all the time?”
“You do not fuck up all the time. And I’ve
screwed up, too. Relationships are hard, Gideon.
screwed up, too. Relationships are hard, Gideon.
Most of them don’t have kick-ass sex like we do. I
put us in the lucky column.”
He cupped water in his hand and poured in
down my back, over and over, soothing me with
its sinuous warmth. “I don’t really remember my
dad.”
“Oh?” I tried to not tense up and reveal my
surprise. Or my agitated excitement and
desperate hunger to learn more about him. He’d
never talked about his family before. It killed me
not to prod with questions, but I didn’t want to push
if he wasn’t ready….
His chest lifted and fell on a deep exhale. There
was something in the sound of his sigh that
brought my head up and ruined my intention to be
cautious.
I ran my hand over his hard pectorals. “Want to
talk about what you do remember?”
“Just…impressions. He wasn’t around much.
He worked a lot. I guess I get my drive from him.”
“Maybe workaholism—is that a word?—is
something you have in common, but that’s it.”
“How would you know?” he shot back, defiant.
Reaching up, I brushed the hair back from his
face. “I’m sorry, Gideon, but your father was a
fraud who took the easy, selfish way out. You don’t
have it in you to be that way.”
“Not that way, no.” He paused. “But I don’t think
he ever learned how to connect to people, how to
care about anything but his own immediate
needs.”
I studied him. “Do you think that describes
you?”
“I don’t know,” he answered quietly.
“Well, I know, and it doesn’t.” I pressed a kiss to
the tip of his nose. “You’re a keeper.”
“I better be.” His arms tightened around me. “I
can’t think about you with someone else, Eva. Just
the idea of another man seeing you the way I do,
seeing you like this…putting his hands on you…It
takes me to a dark place.”
“It’s not going to happen, Gideon.” I knew how
he felt. I wouldn’t be able to bear it if he was
intimate with another woman.
“You’ve changed everything for me. I couldn’t
stand losing you.”
I hugged him. “The feeling’s mutual.”
Tilting my head back, Gideon took my mouth in
a fierce kiss.
In moments it became clear we were soon
going to be sloshing water all over the floor. I
pulled away. “I need to eat if you want to go at it
again, fiend.”
“Says the girlfriend rubbing her wet naked body
all over me.” He sat back with a sinful smile.
“Let’s order cheap Chinese and eat it out of the
box with chopsticks.”
“Let’s order good Chinese and do that.”
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